I’m still confused…

Okay, people have told me that it comes to me naturally.

But it doesn’t…

I have to search deep inside me. Aaah..

Wait a minute. I’m starting to sound emo, even though I’m not. D:

People were asking me why I have to decide.

It’s because if I tell her, a part of my social life would be over.

It’s not that people hate me or something, it’s just that I’ve had past experience of this.

Basically, I lost a lot of friends when I already was feeling lonely and left out.

Of course, I don’t want that to happen again.

But maybe, deep inside….

I’m not telling.

Hello world! Or something like that.

“Welcome to WordPress.com. This is your first post. Edit or delete it and start blogging!”

Anyway, welcome to my new blog.

Well, no one really reads my blog unless I tell them to. (Well, Andie did, but she was searching for clues about my dream.)

Then, there’s this Who’s Your Crush thingy going on in the forums. After 101 pages, someone actually went out there and did it.

It makes me feel like I want to be next, but I’m gonna be the source of all scandals then. Andie’s gonna tease me, Joe’s gonna tease me, Joel’s gonna tease me, Pate’s gonna tease me.. how about Sir Joey? As far as I know, he doesnt know about the dream.

Not only that, I haven’t exactly decided yet, to have a crush on her or not. Well, if I do make that very important decision, someone sure wants to know if I really like her.

And when I feel comfortable with it, I’m gonna tell it to the world.

But that’s not sure.

~Conrad