Happy overdrive? Is it?

Bad stuff first. Hahaha

First, we got disqualified in Rex when Paul stepped over the line. Too bad, Paul, but we forgive you, and we can always bounce back, anyway. XD

And then.. our Health PT, which went in the wrong direction. But some Diamond people who werent supposed to be there helped us. Thank you guys.

And THEN… wait, nothing else that was bad really happened. XD

Now the good news:

WE GOT INTO THE PASKORUS FINALS. And I think its gonna be held around December 8, which is my birthday. XD

Wait, was there something else? Hmm………… XD

That alone added to my “strange” happiness which has been around for almost a month. I don’t know if I could call it happy overdrive, but happy overdrive is crush-related, and my happiness isnt.

-Conrad

Haven’t posted in a while.

Yeah, for some reason I just let slip of this blog while others keep commenting on the last post of mine *points below*

Anyway, have you seen the Grades page? I’m so proud. XD

Now to the main topic.

You know, those dormer guys are teasing me about a certain girl. Okay, to anyone who reads this, we’re just friends. We just happened to be groupmates in English and TP. Okay?

-Conrad

It has come to me.

Yup – I finally realized who I like.

I only have a top 1.

Yeah – ever since I had that dream, things have been a little bit harder.

And then I realized that, I’m not really good friends with her.

So, yes, I have a top 1 -

And that top 1 hasn’t changed.

-Conrad

People keep forcing me..

To do you-know-what. As in, have a crush on her.

Like I said, I’m keeping quite about it.

Well, I’m pretty glad that she’s nice to me.. or maybe that’s because she doesn’t know about my feelings not just for her, but for others.

Anyway, here’s a really funny incident that happened yesterday.

Well, Katrina left her towel, and we saw it on the table. Everyone said, “Is that Marz’s towel?”

“No — Marz’s towel is yellow and full of sweat!!!”

Anyways, I went with Joe and co. upstairs, and we saw Marz and Katrina. (By chance, Marz happened to be there.)

I waved the towel (it was white) and shouted to Marz, who owns this towelllllllllll??? complete with annoying facial expression.

Katrina saw it and took it from me, while we were teasing Marz about towels. (By the way, she did bring a yellow towel, so we teased her about it. )

I’m pretty much happy nowadays.

It’s like happy overdrive, but not quite.

I hope it lasts.

-Conrad

I’m still confused…

Okay, people have told me that it comes to me naturally.

But it doesn’t…

I have to search deep inside me. Aaah..

Wait a minute. I’m starting to sound emo, even though I’m not. D:

People were asking me why I have to decide.

It’s because if I tell her, a part of my social life would be over.

It’s not that people hate me or something, it’s just that I’ve had past experience of this.

Basically, I lost a lot of friends when I already was feeling lonely and left out.

Of course, I don’t want that to happen again.

But maybe, deep inside….

I’m not telling.

Hello world! Or something like that.

“Welcome to WordPress.com. This is your first post. Edit or delete it and start blogging!”

Anyway, welcome to my new blog.

Well, no one really reads my blog unless I tell them to. (Well, Andie did, but she was searching for clues about my dream.)

Then, there’s this Who’s Your Crush thingy going on in the forums. After 101 pages, someone actually went out there and did it.

It makes me feel like I want to be next, but I’m gonna be the source of all scandals then. Andie’s gonna tease me, Joe’s gonna tease me, Joel’s gonna tease me, Pate’s gonna tease me.. how about Sir Joey? As far as I know, he doesnt know about the dream.

Not only that, I haven’t exactly decided yet, to have a crush on her or not. Well, if I do make that very important decision, someone sure wants to know if I really like her.

And when I feel comfortable with it, I’m gonna tell it to the world.

But that’s not sure.

~Conrad